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Name: Amber waves of grain
Country: United States
State: Kansas
Metro: Olathe
Birthday: 10/1/1988
Gender: Female


Interests: Umm the last time I read the stuff I had written in here I sounded like an idiot so here are my interests God, Family, Friends, Singing, Music, Photography, Singing(again), Searching for my big break in life, Singing and Music.
Expertise: I really enjoy me some music? I work at CVS but I am NOT an expert there. I at least try not to be.
Occupation: Student
Industry: Nonprofit


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Member Since: 3/21/2004

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Sunday, August 26, 2007

After I said all of my goodbyes, which was definetly the hardest part, I'm getting used to it. Union is my new home and I'm ok with that. Yeah I still miss people but I can see some amazing opportunities arising already. This is a good place for me to be.

Love,
AMber


Thursday, August 16, 2007

Currently Listening
Do You Feel
By The Rocket Summer
Hold It Up
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In one week from today I leave for Tennessee...to start college...woah.

AMber


Tuesday, May 22, 2007

Estoy Aqui

So I thought I would update for old times sake. I don't even know why I still have this thing maybe because I feel cooler since everyone has a facebook now. I don't know.

Graduation was anticlimactic but Project Grad was fun. And I won a $50 QuikTrip Card! Which I will need driving to Tennessee. Oh yeah and I got to hang out pretty much all night with mi amor, Andrea. I couldn't imagine my life without her. If you don't know her you really should.

So I was just sitting today and I decided to reminise(sp?) on this year. I've had an amazing year. Up's and Down's but still amazing. I have people who love me all around and I am so thankful for that. I've made mistakes and been forgiven.

I really do feel bad that I'm not really sad about leaving. I'm just so excited for college, for a new place and experience, that I can't be upset. I figure if it's meant for us to keep in contact we will. I will miss some people imensely and I'm really pushing that thought away for as long as possible.

Seeing how many people were at my Open House made me realize how many people truly care about me and how large of a family I have here especially at church. I love BVBC, through all of it's hardtimes I've stayed and I'm so glad I did. I'm frusterated that I won't get to see all of the new changes that will take place there.

So here's to all of the people who have supported me and loved me; who haven't told me I shouldn't go to UU; who have always been there to hold my hand: I love you.

And to all of you who still think I'm making a mistake by going that far away: You should know me well enough to know that I really don't care what you think. I know it's right for me whether you like it or not. HA! (Sorry I got a little carried away)

Good day.

Amber Jean Jellybean


Thursday, March 15, 2007

Currently Listening
Smile, It's the End of the World
By Hawk Nelson
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So I've stopped putting my trust into stability. I've stopped caring as much when someone leaves but that doesn't make me calloused does it? It's not that I dont' care it's just that I'm not suprised any longer. I just feel like everytime things are going well and I'm standing and it's great, the rug gets pulled out from under me. As Kelsey put it "well at least it keeps you on your feet...or it just might keep you on your butt."

I'm not mad. It's just really frusterating because everytime I've started trusting a person or a situation I find out I was wrong. I guess it's just one more change. I do realize that I have no place to stop it that would just be selfish.

Last night I went home and I literally sat there and prayed for an hour. I'm broken, I felt myself letting go, and I'm okay with it. I know things will be alright and I'll be okay. Please pray for me if it isn't too much to ask of you.

I want you to know that life is still good. I've come to grips with the fact that I need to quit stopping everytime something happens and I need to try to just get over it and move on. Life doesn't stop for my problems.

I've just got to work on this whole trusting thing because in 20 years I don't want to be sitting in someone's office paying them $100/hour just to listen to my problems and tell me that it's alright. I've got God for that.

Well have a nice day. I'm going to.

Amber


Friday, February 23, 2007

So I stole this from Andrea. I'm lame but oh well. Lameness is the new pink.

MUST USE 3 WORDS. (no more no less)
Not as easy as you might think...

1. Where is your cell phone? right by me
2. Boyfriend/girlfriend? The Amazing Seth
3. Hair? Darker Auburn Brown
4. Your mother? in her bed
5. Your favorite team? Don't have one
6. Your dream last night? Yo no se
7. Your favorite drink? Lemonade Vitamin Water
8. Your dream guy? Seth again duh.
10. Your fear? Hurting loved ones
11. What do you want to be in 10 year? Working with children
12. Who did you hang out with yesterday? Mom, sister, friends
13. What are you not? Crazy Old Lady
14. Are you in love? Don't ask me
15. One of your wish list items? scholarship money please!
16. what time is it? ten forty three
17. The last thing you did? cooked ramon noodles
18. What are you wearing? really comfortable pants
19. Your favorite book? The book Rebecca
20. The last thing you ate? ritz cheese crackers
21. Hows life? I'm lovin it
22. Your mood? I'm feeling good
23. Your friends? Andrea, Kelsey, Seth
24. What are you thinking about right now? working at 8
25. Your dream car? '65 red mustang
26. What are you doing at this moment? doing this survey
27. Your summer? Work, Church, Chillin
28. Your relationship status? I'm currently taken
29. What is on your TV screen? it's not here
30. When is the last time you laughed? 2 seconds ago
31. Last time you cried? Unfortunatly on sunday
32. School? LET IT END!!!


Have a nice day

AMber



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